Under the colourful rainbow

More awesome than I know.

2011-11-05T00:29:00.001+08:00

I realised my day spent in church today is longer than my working hours. Longer but worth the time. Was in church since 8am right up to 5.30pm. So the lighting crew did the lightings for 2 events, today. The Chempaka awards, a homeschooling center and a hi-Tea concert with Busco and Juwita Suwito.

For this event, Ben decided to put me under spotlight. Something I cannot do since last year, because of the weight of the machine and how weak I am, to not being able to lift and put down the spotlight even with the tripod on. Tim was my partner and it was pretty fun. Despite the fact that he left a scar on my hand that will last a lifetime. Just only because he used the lock to scratch me, by accident. It started bleeding then later it swelled up so bad and the cut was so deep that it's obvious that a scar is forming. :(

Fact : I have very sensitive and thin skin.

So after handling the spotlight for all the events today. My arm muscle started aching like mad and I know my muscle is building. #accomplishment .

Dance dinner after that was amazing. I like tutsy putsy with Jordan. He's the best guy to have dinner and dance around with. :)

Bee.

2011-11-04T23:00:00.004+08:00

Work today, was amazing. Frustrating, but amazing. It was really fun, especially with my fussy boss which I can talk back to, since he's my uncle. He's a cool man. He protects me when customers get too friendly with me and ask for my number. I got my tactics to save fake numbers on their phones if they insist. My uncle is the best. Pretty bias in a way to the other employees, but thats just him. So I started telling him my ideas on a project and he liked it and decided to work on that. I felt the satisfaction, after a week of internship there. Which wont be ending anytime sooner.

Later we had a short practice for the concert tomorrow in church and our church's homeschool ministry performance thingy. They guys and I were there the whole night and we had a lot of fun. I got an appreciation "honors" sticker from the boys because Im the only girl in the light crew and the WHOLE technical team. I felt....... manly.

Im really tired now. My face, is making my cry. No, really. I dont know why are there so many pimples on my face. >:(

Bunched.

2011-11-03T20:55:00.000+08:00

I really dont understand that gathered peace thing. Its so weird.
Just thought I should let it out.

I think I should really get back to blogging and stop slacking. & thats what Im gonna do.
Exams are far off gone, and I got back most of my results already. The big crosses and question marks on my papers were a total eyesore. I need to work harder than a bee for next year. I got big dreams. :)

Thankful.

2011-10-02T17:24:00.001+08:00

I have so many awesome friends that I would like to thank, personally. Despite what I have been going through lately, Im glad to have these people by my side, giving me all their moral support and upholding me in prayers. Theyre a bunch of monkeys that I would hug them till they turn purple. :)

2011-09-25T15:00:00.000+08:00

I found this picture. One of the 2 most important people in my life.

Look at your face, GIDEONTAYHANMINN!

Exams are in less than 15days, I havent started studying anything yet. I need somebody to make me study, for good. Justin Hiew should start texting me again. He motivates me, in a way. I dont know why.

I need to see things in different perspectives and in a whole new level. & Im counting on YOU, God. :)

All I know is that I should.

2011-09-15T16:23:00.001+08:00

Look at those rocks. Theyre so cute and adorable.
Theyre so smiley. :)

School has been really hectic lately. All the more, exams are coming soon. Then again, I havent been putting effort in my studies. I need to do well this term, or I will die next year.

Anyway, today was really exciting. We dissected white mice for bio class. They were really adorable, then they were left unconscious. So we dissected it. We had extra time after looking at all their basic organs, so Benny and all the ambitious and smart people from our class decided to untangle the mouse's small intestines. It was really dangly and long. We even saw its brain and I really thought the fallopian tube was cool. Then it was time for burial again. The last 2 burials we had were hilarious, and today was as funny. I had flowers for nibbles. :')

Okay now. I need to start doing my homework.

Unfriended.

2011-09-09T21:36:00.000+08:00

After all this time we've been spending together.

All the senseless yet never ending talks,
& fun times we had together,
our friendship, never lasted.

I made that happen, Im not saying this is the end of our friendship,
I dont know why and how you have misinterpret whatever I said,
but all I know is that now you dont even care about me anymore.

You know, when you said,
"Sure, hueiminn. Youve ruin a very big part of my life.."
These words really affected me, and how Ive been haunted by whatever you said. Everytime I close my eyes, whatever you said to me will start coming back, and then it'll bring me back to how cruel I have been, to you. Maybe what I did was wrong, maybe even white lies would do for that situation. Im sorry for being a total bish for telling you whatever you already know and have judged me with.

I wont stop praying for you, no matter how much youre against my religion. I would really wanna be friends with you again. If you get what I mean.

2011-09-04T20:21:00.000+08:00

So there's school tomorrow. I havent done much this holiday, in fact not even a little progress in my studies.

Except for regurgitation in ruminants, and their rumen, reticulum, omasum and abomasum.
because I like cows and goats.
Naw, not really because it was written that way in my reference book.

There's a test tomorrow for Biology, which I bound to fail.
Im just gonna study a little bit more and sleep.
Only because I slept for 3 and a half hours last night. :/

Oh funny,
Ps. Michael Koh : Swimmers are like Gorillas, theyre big and HUGE.
-everybody laughed.
Ben Yong : Im going to the mamak now.

Justin got himself retainers like Ugly betty.
>D

You can take this, from me.

2011-09-03T20:05:00.001+08:00

So, because Ive been pondering about what you have told me.
The hope you had in me, and the chances you gave me.

I have come to realise that,

Im only keeping you back, because I am afraid to lose again.
I am scared, I feel insecure.

I dont know how to say this to you,
but all I know is that,
you dont have to think about how I would feel,
you can leave me,

because I dont deserve anyone, close to you.

Family Conference.

2011-09-01T13:55:00.000+08:00

ICCH. :)

So after dinner with Jamie and Emily, my brother and I decided to go for family conference. Ian made us all crack up for the great. Especially the PMR and squishing mosquitoes part. I shant go further or my thigh issue will be mentioned, with a little penguin stomach. :)

Ian : During sermon, you cannot kill mosquitoes by hitting them with both of your palms, instead you squeeeze them till they die.

Ian : There're only 2 subjects that are important for PMR, Kajian tempatan, and geography.
- : Arent they the same?
Ian : No huei minn, in kajian tempatan you learn about pipes and all
- : Thats KH.
Ian : Shucks, I think Im old. *mumbles about something else*.

So, because of that, I get chocolate truffles from him, tomorrow. :DDD

Smurfs.

2011-09-01T13:41:00.001+08:00

Im over and done with my craze for smurfs only because Ive watched it. :)
Theyre so cute. I just dont like big noses. :P

Im amazed by how many people I know from Wesley were all having their gatherings and outings on the same place and day. :)

Happy September. :)

Hair.

2011-08-30T13:35:00.000+08:00

So, I was telling my mom I should cut my hair, since daddy has been nagging like a mad cow. I wasnt fed up, I just didnt wanna upset him anymore. This is what has happened to my hair, I cant be your rapunzel or hair flicker anymore, because it doesnt work that way anymore. Its too short.

I'll wait for my hair to grow, in the mean time, follow me on twitter. :P
- hueiminn9

2011-08-30T13:31:00.000+08:00

We're going for our reunion dinner anytime soon, now. Its going to be an awkward night, thats only because I cant understand or speak cantonese. I can do, mandarin, but I suck like a cat.

Daddy's "inviting" them into my room to see the star gazing hole he design for me.
):

Community Channel.

2011-08-29T22:20:00.000+08:00

Restarting my series on community channel all over again. Natalie trant amazes me all the time! ;)

Josean.

2011-08-29T01:00:00.000+08:00

Overtiming with Josean for more than 2hours now. I need to sleep, but he keeps scolding me when I close my eyes.

Hello 1am.
I got good plans for later today. Im going to start my holiday homework. :)

Accomplishment.

2011-08-28T17:56:00.001+08:00

So today, Mommy and I decided to make a new record from Midvalley to my house.
New record set, from my house to Midvalley, we only took 1 and a half minute.
Im not kidding. :)

We're through.

2011-08-28T17:51:00.001+08:00

The overrated Spy kid was actually pretty good. I was pretty entertained for the whole movie, except for the fact that the 4D sensation thingy was pretty weird. They all almost smell the same, except for the gummies and candies part. Which matters to me the most. :)

There's a family reunion tonight and Tuesday night. Its the awkwardness that Im afraid of, again. I need to learn to speak cantonese. :/

Jessica Alba is such a beautiful lady.
& I think Greyson Chance should be more popular than Justin Bieber.
Just saying. I have nothing against Justin Bieber.

Equip Conference.

2011-08-27T21:57:00.002+08:00

I couldnt exactly find a suitable photo for this post, and I thought, this would do. :)

As you can see, most of the people from the picture above, joined conference.

Its a small one-day conference our church organised to help us in the things we go through or may come across in life.

There are many workshops and out of the few, I chose the interview one.

We're told to PREPARE for an interview.

Apparently, we're to KISS during and interview. Which would be a code for Keep It Short and Simple. & of course, people like me would be amazed by how people can think of such innovative and creative ways to cut things into short. Imagine, if Im stuck and dont know how or what to answer the interviewer, and then we start making out. Okay, lets just not get there. Gross.

We took a VAK test. & Im more to Visual, which clearly define me as a neat person, because visually, I use my eyes very often which leads to keeping my workplace or environment around me clean. Truthfully, Im not THAT MUCH of a neat person. I would clean up my things and all, but I simply just throw them aside after using them. Resulting a messy room that I would clean up all over again every weekend. & Im not kidding. Dont tell me I have aspergers, because I dont. Other than that, I think I can relate myself with most of the things, the speaker said. Miss Celine, Mandy's grandaunt. :)

& then we had a personality test. Im said to have a analytical personality which I have already found out and heard from my school's counsellors. Whats funny is that I value facts over feelings. Then the others would be organise, consistent, does one thing at a time etc.

In the room of 27 people. Most of them relate to the global personality. These people values relationship, which I lack and am in the midst of searching and cultivating. Theyre really special because they cooperate with group effort and they can multitask really well. Apparently, they prefer doing subjective questions than objective questions. Thats really odd.

So I would say that, a person that has an analytical personality would stand up to be more independent and confident than people with global personality. Which, obviously sounds alot bigger and greater.

I cant get into details because then it'll be too long. Thats just the survey we've taken today. If you wanna know about the minor details about an interview, you can ask me. Or the many others that went. It was really worth the time. &&&& I got a prize. :) A giant strawberry pencil. & our game team won peppermint chocolate. So, that was our accomplishment. :)

Preparation.

2011-08-27T18:50:00.000+08:00

I have a long post coming up. All about EQUIP conference. Not entirely, just about my project. I thought I should do this, just for some of you, who has questions about going for an interview. :)

Flowers.

2011-08-26T23:06:00.000+08:00

This is the ThaiHsin pose.
I love that man, to bits.
Lime green wristwatch somemore. :)
Okay, bye poops. :)

2011-08-26T21:26:00.000+08:00

Everybody was treating me really nicely today.
Nothing much happened except for the creepy moments with Jon earlier today.
& my brunch with Hoong Yip and Victor chan from our school was a success.
Im a successor. :)

Hi Kenneth. I stole your picture of me, again. Sue me lah. :)

P tower.

2011-08-25T12:08:00.002+08:00

Jeremy's clown face.

School today was a joke. Really. Had too many free periods. In fact, the whole day was study-free, except for Chemistry. We dissected a cockroach today, and 5 fishes and 4 frogs on Monday. My classmates are cruel. They pulled out the body parts of these animals with a forceps when theyre still breathing and struggling. The best part, was the burial part. Despite the fact that Gary was acting all weird, but in the end of the day, we know that he's still a very nice guy.

My class built a P tower today. It was really fun, since we had 3 free periods in a row, we didnt have anything to do. We stacked all our holiday homework together, and that tower was taller than I am, and many other girls and boys, as well.

My new maid's here. I think she's really pretty. :)

Bad to worse.

2011-08-24T20:52:00.000+08:00

I wonder what would happen if I get my hair chop till this short.
It would be so much fun. To see the reaction on your faces. :)

Today I felt guilty for everything Ive done. As if school wasnt bad enough, I had to come home and hear about my grandmother and the other side of the family. Then Justin, Waikit and Chun Lim made things worse when we were having tuition. After that, daddy gave me a long lecture about boys in the car. Telling me who I should mix with and all. Then when I got home, got a phone call from David telling me he's in the hospital.

I dont know what I can do to please everyone of you.
I need some time to think about all these things.
I need extra time.
I need to spend time with God.

Our dear friend, Isaac Teh is trying to cheer me up.
#fail.

Little animals.

2011-08-23T19:52:00.000+08:00

Today was pretty fun. Games was fun, but troublesome.
I like my new sports buddies. Theyre, so funny. :)
I just got home. It's 6.15pm.

I wanna sing the homework song, join me? :)

Tired.

2011-08-21T21:07:00.000+08:00

Im such a lazy person.
My eyes are so heavy.
Im going to sleep early.

Flamingos.

2011-08-20T10:57:00.000+08:00

Today is going to be a good day. Hopefully.
I cant wait.

I dont like looking at flamingos, real life.
but, they look so pretty here.

Beautiful one.

2011-08-19T21:40:00.000+08:00

Nothing in this world, is more beautiful than YOU.
Thats the reason why I adore and love you so much. :)

Jon.

2011-08-19T21:07:00.000+08:00

Guess how many inches are these. Hahah.

Jon : Are you trying to make me fat?
You are fat.
Jon : Shit. Youre right. :)

Torn apart

2011-08-18T18:56:00.001+08:00

I wanna go somewhere far away from everybody.
Im full of disappointment.
Im in confusion and chaos.
Its so far, beyond my reach.

Issues.

2011-08-17T20:21:00.000+08:00

I have issues. I have lots of issues. I have issues with everybody I know. Except for a few.

I use to be strong, but ever since after all that I have been through, I got a little weaker. Everything seems to be the issue, and its really difficult to deal with. So, gradually, fear creeps in. It haunts me, occasionally. That was what use to happen, but now, I have been feeling very insecure of my thoughts. I feel scared, when Im alone. There's no guilt in me, its just that, I have lost my direction.

and when you speak to me, you know, deep down inside, Im lost. Im fragile. Im small.

Who am I kidding?

2011-08-17T20:05:00.001+08:00

What is of substance? I dont know.
Ive been trying so hard,
we need to sort things out.
Living like this, wont do us any good.
Really.

Phone.

2011-08-16T18:57:00.000+08:00

Dear friends, animals, stalkers, strangers and everybody else who has my number.

I wont be replying any of your casual texts messages unless it's urgent. So if you have anything to ask, please call me instead. Thank you.

I have my reasons to these things.
Sorry for the inconvenience caused.

Bird's nest.

2011-08-16T18:46:00.000+08:00

I dont know what I have done to deserve someone like you. Someone that can take my worries off, for quite some time; but it just comes back. I know Im not good at hiding things from you, thats why I dont even bother talking about it. You should, understand.

Who am I kidding?

2011-08-15T18:30:00.000+08:00

I guess, I will never get to feel how you feel.
Who am I kidding, I dont deserve someone like you.
I should really let you go.

how's school?

2011-08-13T19:50:00.000+08:00

What do you do in school? How do you actually answer this question, "How was school?".

I really dont know. What we always do in school, is suffer through 9periods, everyday. There's nothing to look forward to, anymore. What happened to evolution night? I miss that. Are we still gonna have that this year anyway? I wonder.

Anyway, our school's concert was published on the papers. Sound of music. In metro Star. If you want the pullout, I'll be happy to share em' with you.

Till tomorrow. Ive got tangled in 3D to watch. :)

Here we go again.

2011-08-13T15:38:00.000+08:00

Im gonna blog about my new TV daddy got in the next post. & for now, I desperately need someone to hug.

GG.

2011-08-11T21:25:00.000+08:00

Today was pretty fun. Despite the fact that, I ate too much. Nacho cheese was really salty and how Woei cong was stuffing me with fatty food, because he thinks im not fat.

Oh btw, we had our Bio presentation today. Madam Mazni was happy with the ideas I came up. Im so happy. She wants me to be in her club next year, Creative director. but Im a faithful outreacher. :)

TV.

2011-08-11T21:15:00.001+08:00

The TV in my house had a loud boom when it was "family tv time" where we watch movies together as a family. So, that happened yesterday. Mommy is so cute. She continued watching, since the sound was still on, just no more pictures. The ray box was probably the problem. Shucks.

Ever since the tv boomed, our family bonding sessions got more interesting. This should continue. LG. :)

Axe.

2011-08-11T20:42:00.000+08:00

I got killed by an axe. :)

I wish I didnt have to keep any secrets.

Jun Ee.

2011-08-10T21:49:00.001+08:00

We made promises, and "HE" kept them.

I broke mine, but he'll always still be there for me.

Im such a sucker, for a friend.

but, I dont know why I deserve all these awesome people in my life.

God is good. :)

BTW, he's a model. He's gonna take me for a photoshoot.

During the holidays.

Monday.

2011-08-08T19:01:00.001+08:00

Im so black. I need to drink grape seed extract. Today was a strange day. I was so tired I had attempts to use pencils to keep my eyelids open. Believe it or not, Ive never tried sleeping in class, I find it, ugly and disrespectful. So, I kept myself awake. :)

Physics tuition after a month, felt really good. There's this new boy in tuition. He's really scary.

Him : HI. My name is Weiliang. Can I have your number?
Me. : Hi. Uhm why?
Him : So we can start texting. I would really love to get to know you better.
*puts arm around my waist*.

Scary anot?

KuenCheng.

2011-08-07T18:53:00.001+08:00

So after church today, Gabe, Delon and I decided to visit, Joe over at her school. They had some, carnival/open day. So why not. :)

Had the funniest moments over at the school with brown sugar soya bean right up to apple milk drink. Ew. So since we were all sharing on the same straw with, I dont know 9845348 people. I got infected by Delon's sore throat. Hmm, Ive got very weak immune system.

Gardens after that. So today, I realised Ive spent,
15hours with Gabe.
12hours with Delon.
& 10hours with Joe.

Physics pre-exam tomorrow. From chapter 1 till 4. Die.

Tay HAN minn

2011-08-06T22:58:00.001+08:00

My brother is so cool. I love him. He's so nice. Especially when my mom scolded me just now, he tried to back me up, because he knew I wasnt in the wrong , but he got scolded at the end. :)

Suppose to go out for a dinner with Joe, but in the end.. she ditched. So I went on a date with Brandon. He's so cute. :)

Work.

2011-08-05T22:48:00.000+08:00

So much homework. So much to catch up. So tired. Ever since, concert ended. We've been loaded with so much homework and tests. This sucks. & on monday, we'll be having a pre-test for Physics. Meaning, it'll be from Chapter 1 right up to 4. Its like, a real exam kinda thing. Maths, History and Bio as well. This is scary. I got no time to finish studying with all these work given at the same time.

I think. Im going to sleep.

Photobooth.

2011-08-04T20:49:00.001+08:00

I need to upgrade my mac. I like the new photobooth. Yeah, just the photobooth. Heehe. Im skyping my China boyfriend after so many centuries. :)

Well, you dont have to say it, if you didnt mean it the first place.

Fasting.

2011-08-03T21:15:00.000+08:00

Look how our fingers can groove. :)

So today, as planned. We were intending to fast, from food. It was pretty fun, because we all brought food to tempt ourselves. It all went well.

I have a confession to make.
I went to the library during break time today.

Then Ethan asked,
"Where were you?! I was looking for you everywhere, hueiminn."
Library.
"Wth were you doing there?! I have a weird daughter. Whose genes?"

So, there was NOBODY in the library, except librarians. Funny how, they were all surrounding me, trying to help me find something. because really, I know they have nothing else to do. Yeah, my friends didnt come with me. They were in the homework room, discovering knowledge with Jeremy.

Anyway, fasting from 6am-3.15pm isnt torturous, James. I do that all the time, when we have exams. I didnt die, and I did it again today. So stop telling me to eat, so I have regular healthy eating habits. Fasting is good for health.

You believe in angels? Well, yeah. God sent them to you. :)

Food.

2011-08-02T21:02:00.000+08:00

I just got back home, from supper. I have a physics test tomorrow and Im not done studying. Im just going to do it, tomorrow during assembly. Yes. My plans are good. :)

I came back from school, and stuffed my poor tummy with junk. Well, not that I didnt in school, but still. Sweet food after exercise is bad, but oh well. Had dinner over at delicious with Jordan, because he felt like it. It was pretty hilarious on how we had to get attention from everybody. It was fun. :)

You know what makes you think youre very OBESE?
-When you finished dinner at 9.15pm and supper was going to be at 10pm.

I couldnt forgo supper. It was with my dance people. The whole table was filled with fatty food. It was pretty fun. It was a fun supper time. Dexter. (:

I cant sleep now. I just got home, actually. 2345. How do I sleep when Im famished from all the food? My digestive system will be messed up.

I'll be fasting tomorrow, what about you? :)

Sipping on a juicebox.

2011-08-01T18:11:00.000+08:00

Hello August. :)

This year has come around, so quickly. So many things had happened to me this year, that has really really affected me, both good and bad sides. Ive done so many regretful things this year, so much that I still cannot let off or forgive myself for. I cant even talk to anybody about it, except God. Its really difficult sometimes. but I hope, better days will come.

With my favourite party dress.

2011-07-31T17:57:00.000+08:00

Some of you may know, or may not. These 2 babies are my cousins. Ignore my asian eyes, it was really late in the night. Those 2 babies arent asians though, theyre Canadian. Maybe these tiny eyes we have just runs in the family. DNA contains, genetic materials. Yeah.

Ive been spending so much time with them. They just left, earlier today. Just now. Back to Canada. I'll miss them. I wont be seeing them, till...3 or 4 years later. When I can drive them around. Hoyeah. :)

Or perhaps sooner, Im going back to Canada.

MBS IU.

2011-07-29T22:31:00.011+08:00

So, today was MBS's IU day. It was so much fun. No, really. Im gonna go for their IU again next year, eventhough it wont be near our school anymore.

Today, was full of discovery. I like you, B. :)

Concert Tea party.

2011-07-28T19:09:00.000+08:00

I dont understand why our concert party was called a "TEA PARTY" when they served heavy food. I never quite understand the spaghetti they serve in school, as well. Out of the 4 years in this school, there was never once the sauce is served well. Its either diluted or concentration. The workers mustve failed their maths or any science subjects, be it Physics, Chemistry or even Biology. Since experiments require the right amount of solution and materials to perform a successful experiment.

Anyway, we had a movie in school at the end of the day. Transformers 3. We were looking out for people, making out in the dark. & how some of those lil' naughty piglets who were trying to see the colour of my panties. Wouldnt it be cool, if we had panties that glow in the dark? Just saying.

Im so tired right now. My eyes are closing. I havent had dinner. I dont mind skipping dinner, but its really important. My relatives from Canada are here. Mom told me, I should eat dinner and spend time with them. Neglect my studies and homework until next week when they leave. My mom is so cool, sometimes. :)

Normal Timetable.

2011-07-26T20:44:00.000+08:00

This is our favourite picture. We have the same picture on our lock screens in our phones.
Just that, Sek Hao changed mine. So whatever. :)

Having to stick back to our normal timetable today, was frustrating but it was okay. I actually enjoyed my ICAS paper today, except after figuring out that Question 40's answer was 901. How is that divisible by 19, I dont know.

I like how, my life is going. I want everything to stay the same, and get better. Tomorrow, will be an awesome day. I just know so.

Holimonday.

2011-07-25T18:50:00.001+08:00

Nothing beats ice cream with your best friend on a hot Monday afternoon, where every other soul is in school and you go shopping, by the streets. I love my best friend, hurt her, and I'll sue you.

I dont care how paranoid and bimbo-ish she is. She's mine.

My frap had too much sugar in it. Bleh. ):

MTV Worldstage.

2011-07-24T18:09:00.001+08:00

So after all the persuasive comments, dragging and pulling, Ive decided to go for Worldstage with these bunch of lovely people. Bumped into several known people. Nicholas Low was really upset for me not standing with them at the front, but I had to listen to Nat. He's 21. He's an official decision-maker. I love replying his tweets, btw. Theyre so informative. Like you people havent noticed.

I dont really like Rock music so dont ask me how was worldstage. I think I have discovered love for B2ST. Especially for the brown haired guy. I dont know his name, not intending to find out, either. Or I'll have to be like Wai Keet, and got for my haircut.

Neon trees and 30Seconds to mars were pretty good. I like how I unlocked my swarm badge in foursquare there. Yay! :D

Until the very last minute.

2011-07-23T21:55:00.002+08:00

My ever so tall and awesome dance partner.

No shiz. :)

So today was the last night of concert. The very last time, I danced with my ever so loving partner. Speaking of which, I hold the post of his very last dance partner for high school since he's in form5 now. I thank God for such an amazing and sweet partner. Helping me through everything. Especially fanning. Really. & how much he'll be there for me when I feel tired or when Im complaining about something.

I'll never forget the countless times we laughed and crack up halfway through our dance practices and get scolding from the teachers and choreographers. The time when holding hands became thumb wrestling and how he threw me up in the air and help me feel like Im flying. & who would ever forget how much he suffered through concert practice when he bruised both sides of his knees and we decided to cheat through but got caught anyways.

He's some awesome dance partner that nobody can ever replace. I love you, Yang. & I'll never forget every promise we've made together. Like how you should keep our memories in your wallet and bring it everywhere. :)

CG lunch.

2011-07-23T20:59:00.000+08:00

CG lunch right before concert. I felt bad for Jacky and Bryan, really. It wasnt my fault anyway. The food was pretty good. According to the initial plan, we were suppose to go for dessert after food but it started raining so they decided to come over to my place for awhile. Talked alot about how direct selling should be and MTV worldstage. Was pretty interesting. Oh and water retention. Scary black shit. *inside joke*. :)

Okay, Im going to miss our last ever concert. Im gonna cry my make up off tonight. & Sean is doing it with me. :)

Concert day 1.

2011-07-22T20:48:00.000+08:00

Navin, my old sitting buddy that tells me he hates chicken. :)

Had school till 12pm today and was chilling in Midvalley with the bunch. & I bumped into my most heartless ex-dance partner, Praveen. Made it up with him through lunch. Guess that was enough.

Was stuck in a very bad traffic with all the cars not moving, at all. We were pretty fortunate mom managed to drop us of right in time before concert. Belle and Jeremy were later than me, so meh. :)

Concert was pretty good. ChenYang and I had to giggle through the last part together. It was epic. Everything went well. I laike my blue hair, but I dont like how damage its turning out. I need good shampoos. :)

Reminders.

2011-07-21T19:21:00.000+08:00

Pitter patter. I was clearing up some stuff and received a text from my ever so demanding, Greatboyfriend. James.

"Hey GGF. I want you to be my make up artist for concert. I want lovely golden 4coloured eyes. Thankyou. (emoji emoticon). What are you doing? I bet you wanted to text me before you receive this."

Hoyeah! 3rd request to asking me to help them with their makeup. Blooops.

Note to self:
Bring locker key to school to get my concert flats from there.
Call Michelle and tell her about the outing.
Tell Sam I cant go for world stage with him. (Gotta get my priorities straight.)
Whatsapp or Viber James later tonight to tell him about tomorrow, as well.
Tell Calan I cant make it tomorrow.
Text Angeline about tomorrow.
Reply all Jackson's text messages.
Do Add maths homework.

Last day.

2011-07-21T18:23:00.000+08:00

Its the last day, of concert practice. Last day, for abbreviated time table. Last day spending our little souls filling 3P with laughter. Im going to miss these, favourite things of mine. :)

Mdm Mazni, you shoooo cute today. ANOTHER gay couple.

Mdm Mazni : My friends and I decided to stare at the flasher's "THING". Then the flasher started flinging it everywhere.
James : Did you take a picture ah Madam? Or. Did you use a magnifying glass?
Everybody : GAY LAH YOU. :)

National Chemistry Quiz.

2011-07-21T18:17:00.000+08:00

I dont know how I got myself into this position, but hey, this isnt so bad, afterall.

Calvin : SHIT. Huei Minn. You got yourself into this mess too?
Hueiminn : I made that decision.
Calvin : Cheese tart.
Hueiminn : Redox reaction.

Im glad I helped you people through our Chemistry quiz today. Im glad I randomly picked out topics to study and rant about ester, redox reaction, and molarity.

Tzyyang, you shoooo cute. :)

Full dress rehearsals.

2011-07-20T18:09:00.001+08:00

Today was pretty fun. It was a really good day. I had so many determination to set things up right again. To live a new life. To start over and forget about the past. Im totally getting the hang of this.

Our Matinee show was today, everybody was really excited. Despite the fact that we hair sprayed our poor hundreds of hair all the way up. & Ryan got a lil' outta hand and jelly. Im so fortunate to have a protective dance partner.

Jackson had to text me, right after school to tell me how nice concert was. He also told me some faults, but meh. Im glad you people liked it. Love you, retardees. :)

I dont want an ending.

2011-07-20T17:48:00.001+08:00

I dont want what is happening right now, to end. I dont need this month to end. I dont need concert practice to end. I dont need to stop these mega free periods because Mr. Naresh has got photoshoot. I dont need all these to end. but we're running out of time.

Send me away, with the words of a love song.

Started out as a feeling.

2011-07-20T17:42:00.006+08:00

Hello. I think you should realise that I would be there for you, no matter what happens. I dont care if Im busy, you just gotta call me up and tell me what is bothering you. I'll be there, even if the world is tearing apart. I'll stand by you.

Ryan Fernandez.

2011-07-19T20:51:00.000+08:00

So today, we curled our hair, with damaging heater. Really. So I was telling the whole world I looked really old then..

Ryan : Hey huei minn. You dont look old.
Hueiminn : Yes I do.
Ryan : What are you talking about? You look damn nice.
Hueiminn : I dont like to attract indians.
Ryan : Im just indian by skin okay! I think like a chinese. Im thinking exactly what youre thinking right now.
Aaron : Im thinking of cactus. ARE YOU?
Ryan : No, sex.

(:

Ive been waiting for you.

2011-07-19T20:01:00.000+08:00

When I walked into school at 1pm today. I felt like a celebrity. ChunYang was telling the whole world I didnt come to school, because of depression. Only because of what I did with him yesterday. Lemon.

I have yet to make my right thumb area feel better. It hurts, really bad. Even right now. I cant write properly and Im Peka-ing with Ian.

Spending.

2011-07-18T21:23:00.000+08:00

DDP. :)

I think I spend alot. Alot on unnecessary things. This habit has to stop. Okay. Im not gonna bring so much money out, anymore. Im gonna control. :)

You put the light in me.

2011-07-17T13:08:00.000+08:00

When all things fall apart, you pray and then God will grant you better days. :) Just got home like, now. & its freakishly 1am in the morning. With church tomorrow morning at 7.30am wont do. I cant sleep, James made me stay up to text him because he had a nightmare. We're catching Toys Story together tomorrow. Yezzz. :P

I love... you. bye.

Shampoo.

2011-07-14T19:37:00.000+08:00

Today was a relatively, funny day. Chun Yang, Chin Chen and Shaun were sniffing my hair. It was really weird because they kept standing behind me today, and how much they were following me so closely when we were going for set teaching. It was pretty weird, I didnt even know what they were doing. Then they started guessing what shampoo I use. Theyre so funny. None of them guessed right though. Suckers. :)

Colourful jelly beans.

2011-07-14T19:28:00.002+08:00

So last night, I couldnt sleep. I was thinking. I was praying really hard, for this friend of mine. He got into an accident, because of me. I cant really tell anybody about what I have done, because everything about me was the cause of the accident. I felt really bad. I was so scared. I felt really insecure. I wanted to talk about it with somebody else. but I couldnt. I just cant.

So I was talking to this friend of mine for 2 hours on the phone. Saw all the injuries on his body, and that totally worsened my feelings. I felt really bad for everything Ive done to him. BECAUSE of who I am and what I have done, he got into an accident. He had to go to the hospital.

I couldnt sleep the whole night. My phone was vibrating for no apparent reason. Even right now. So I have to deactivate all my social applications on my phone and reinstall them. This is so fun.

When it comes to them, things change.

2011-07-12T20:13:00.000+08:00

but because of that, I know how many people would be there for me, whenever I need them. Like how James would ring me up in the middle of the night and ask if I was okay. & he would always say this,

"I dont wanna ask if youre okay, because I know youre not and you dont have to lie."

& many others who are always there for me. Especially those awesome snoring pigs that wake up at 3am in the morning just to hear me rant about my nightmare and tell me not to be worry. & if I do call you, you do know I dont only call 1 person, but crazy alot of people. Then complain about how tired I feel the following day.

Fattie. :]

cause youve let me down.

2011-07-12T18:28:00.001+08:00

If I ever change for the worse, remember. You made that happened. Your words may affect other people's feelings & how they will react to it, if it happens again. Ive been pondering about it, & I know its not your fault. Its mine. I'll just forget about the times you made me smile. & I hope you do the same.

because behind all our silly smiles, there's always a truth that hurts really badly, inside.

You'll still be in my dreams

2011-07-12T18:15:00.000+08:00

You know sometimes, when you feel like the happiest person on earth, then suddenly someone will come up to you, and make you go all emotional? Yes? I felt it today. Well, not like, Ive never felt it before; but its happening all over again.

I despise this feeling, very much.

Ching^2

2011-07-09T22:22:00.001+08:00

I look so different in this picture. but sure, I miss this girl. I havent seen her in 3 days, and it'll come to the 4th tomorrow. If she doesnt come on Monday, Im going to cry.

Happy rally day.

Friday.

2011-07-08T22:45:00.000+08:00

Today was, I dont know. Strange. Started off pretty good though. Brandon came up to me and said,
"Eh Huei Minn, why are you so happy? Win lottery already ah?" & that was at 6.50am in school. (:

Then really really awesome things happened until Ching broke her promises on having to come to school everyday until concert ends. Fail. :)

So James decided to accompany me the whole day. I had a really really bad fever and sore throat. I kept coughing in class, so he tried to make me laugh. He's so funny. I love you, James. Youre one of the best guy friends God has blessed me with. (:

Im so happy.

2011-07-07T22:56:00.000+08:00

This is such an embarrassing picture. I found it. No, not really. My friends did. That doesnt change how awesome today was. I cant sleep. Im still sick. but meh. Today was so fun. :)

Official Revolution

2011-07-07T22:36:00.001+08:00

I miss lower sec where you can stare into MBS's hall and see what theyre up to. Its not like it's all bad now, my class has the view of the MBS's field. Can see shirtless guys play football, total turn on for Woei Cong and Chin Chen. :)

Recess revolution started today. It was so fun. Our first project will be on Concert day. Eugene so cuteeeeee! My appendix havent come out yet. Yours come out already ah? HAHAHHAHA. Recess revolution got swag. :)

Parents teacher conference.

2011-07-07T22:25:00.000+08:00

Best Sejarah teacher in the WOLRD. :)

So parents teacher conference was shooooo fun. Really. All the teachers were so nice. They kept saying nice things about me. Especially Mdm Norhayati. Her line was soooooo long, Shaun, Nicholas, Zing and I chatted like crazy alot while our parents bond and strengthen their relationship with on another. :)

My mom is so popular. She knows so many parents. She got swag. :)

Mdm. Shirley was so nice. She kept saying pleasant things about me, she also kept talking about daddy since he couldnt come because of his last minute appointment. She made mummy blush. Shaun kept laughing at me. So much for staying up till 12am on his birthday. :'(

Today was so fun. I like today. Okay bye. :P

Whoever you are.

2011-07-05T20:40:00.000+08:00

How can you not recognize Francis Light when you got an A for PMR? :)

So, a few of us were guessing and figuring out who each other liked, earlier today. Come to think of it, it was pretty hilarious of what we have done. Reminded me so much of Ji Min. I should really call him up, since he's on holidays and he's back in Malaysia.

I was watching Masterchef Australia. I somehow really really like Jonathan. Im so tired, but I promised Shaun a birthday call at 12am sharp. I should totally sleep now and wake up later. but this will never happen. :(

My heart wont make a sound.

2011-07-05T20:32:00.003+08:00

My pretty fatty diabetes unhealthy macaroons. :)

Chin Chen is some awesome guitarist. One of the very inspiring guitarist I know and have met. So good, he made Ian sleep. Im not kidding. You should make him play a song for you on your birthday. If you regret it, I'll pay you. Im not kidding.

Chun Yang, because you didnt come to school. Shaun decided to sit at your place. The boys decided to play with my hair. I ended up being a hair sponsor. So, because of that, Im not replying anymore of your messages, because you keep laughing at me. I know you'll read this. "bu yao jia jia". :)

You're beautiful.

2011-07-04T20:45:00.000+08:00

I literally fell asleep today during tuition and Justin had to wake me up. That was pretty embarrassing. I was so tired. Having concert practice first thing in the morning, is not cool. I felt so tired the whole day. Speaking of which, is your facebook giving you problems? Mine is. I cant sign in. & I dont have homework. Did a little of physics. I want to revise my history, but I dont have my textbook. Im gonna find a way. I should read it online. Yes, I might as well, just do it now.

BYE.

Love is right here, love is the life.

Love is the answer Im holding you and a place YOU will fly to.

BECAUSE IT NEVER FAILS YOU. (;

So hard to admit.

2011-07-03T22:26:00.000+08:00

I think, all these things happening in my life right now, is going too fast. & way out of hand. I need to handle them all. I need to organise myself. I need to be strong. I need to learn how to say no.

So I was talking to this friend of mine. He's a guy. I was pretty close with him because I helped him to get this girl he has been eyeing on for quite some time already. Their relationship was a very healthy one. & because of what had happened, this guy friend of mine, started calling me the awesomest friend on earth. So, the relationship went on for months. My friendship with this guy, remains. Until today, when they broke up. & the cause was all on me. because the girl said his boyfriend has been talking about me all the time. Darn. This sucks.

because you made me believe in myself.

2011-07-03T22:11:00.000+08:00

The kids are here. The hate my phone, because I keep receiving messages, when they play games. So I decided to ignore all my messages, and let my little ones play. They were having so much fun with it, they forgotten where they last left it, because I suggested we play hide and seek instead.

I cant find my phone. Its in the house. Somewhere, where the kids were. Also, my phone is on silent. This cant get any worse.

BUT YAY! Theyre back. Im so happy. :)

Juicebox.

2011-07-02T16:25:00.000+08:00

Im talking to Delon right now. He's so lame.

Lets go to Alaska together.
Delon : I'll melt the ice and you people will say global warming.
It'll be easier for us to sail on polar bears.
Delon : I'll make em' solar bears.

Then there's something else. Something about JJ and Ean. Its so nice to talk to all these wonderful people again. (:

Ian Choong.

2011-07-01T23:54:00.000+08:00

Ian.

He always tells me, how I should spell my words correctly. He's afraid that he might get influenced of how cute I am and start spelling cutely. (like waikit, hoho). :)

Oh and he's my fellow blondmate. We've got the best of memories together.
Z : zebra
Y : yoyo
X : Xylophone
That was a fun game. :P

Waiting.

2011-07-01T23:48:00.000+08:00

Im on a mission to stay up till 12 or maybe even 1am in the morning, to skype WaiKit. At the mean time, Ive got Ben and Jackson on whatsapp with me. We cool like that.

Weird.

2011-06-30T17:37:00.003+08:00

For most of the people, or at least, people I know or am pretty of close with. Today was a weird day. Today seemingly crushed hopes, made broken promises, got people into trouble, disappointment etc.

I felt rather weird of today, most people knew why. Annual thing! Stupid 30th of June! Had all broken scars on it, but meh. I have friends that can make things go from bad to awesome. (:

I simply remember my favourite things, and then I wont feel, so bad..

♥

How do you wish your ex happy birthday.

2011-06-30T17:32:00.002+08:00

So I was, thinking and preparing and practicing, how Im suppose to write on his wall. I just did. I posted. Feels awkward, but Ive already done it. Thank you, James. You da best, couldnt have done it without you. :)

So how do you wish your ex happy birthday?

Hey. This is so awkward. Happy birthday. kthxbai.

Ive got time.

2011-06-29T20:55:00.002+08:00

Lalidala. So much bio homework. All due tomorrow. This is frustrating. There's also Add maths to do. I should really read up on chemistry. I dont understand volatic/simple or daniel cell. Im stupid. Ching made it seemed so easy. No shiz.

Our school serves the weirdest waffles, ever. Had it during dance, and I gave my share to my dance partner, as usual. Im a goood person to be around with, if you want to gain weight. & if you dont, stay away from me. I share my food, with everybody. Really. :)

I cant wait for Sunday, actually.

So the wait for my cousins.

We'll always be together.

2011-06-29T20:33:00.003+08:00

Today was awesome. Thank you, fellow dance partners. Thank you, friends. Thank you, ChunLim. You totally made my day today.

Bio extra class was, productive. I know my stages for meiosis and mitosis. :)

Prophase, Metaphase, Anaphase and Telophase! Yez. :)

How do you reject somebody speaking in malay?

So, John helped me out. :)

Saya tak suka kamu, ada banyak perumpuan cantik di luar. Macam hutan banyak monyet dan laut banyak ketam.

HAHAHA! :)

Preparations for Recess Revolution.

2011-06-28T21:16:00.002+08:00

Eugene and I are restarting recess revolution in upper secondary. It's going to be unofficial and small, due to some complications. So if you wanna join, tell one of us. We'll be happy to have you. OR. Just come join us at the canteen. Every Thursday, lunch break. We think lunch is better because its longer. Hehe. Love you people. Bye.

Piano exam.

2011-06-28T20:14:00.001+08:00

Im shoooo scared for piano exam. Im going to DIE. Die I tell you. Grade 8. FINAL EXAM. I have to fly, for the very last time. *cross fingers*. :)

Scales, I wanna punch you! >:(

Fat.

2011-06-28T20:01:00.002+08:00

This was on Brandon's birthday, when he treated me to fatty food, to fattened me up, MORE.

Im so fat! :(

So, there's this one part of dance, where your partner has to lift you up and swing you around. He carries you. My partner fell down suddenly in the middle of the dance because he lost balance while spinning. So I told mdm. Sheela it was because of my weight.

Mdm Sheela : So, you should go on diet.

Mdm. Norashima: TAK BOLEH. Dia mana ada gemuk?! Cantiklah.

PFFFTSHKNJFMDK. Got me into pissy mood with my partner, because he kept telling me Im light. but seriously. I need help on loosing weight. FATS. D:

Judging.

2011-06-26T21:24:00.003+08:00

I was just looking around, at everything. I realised that, I have issues with alot of people. I tend to judge most of the people in my facebook friends' list and twitter. I tend to judge people on youTube and perhaps, almost everywhere.

This. Has. To. Stop. Now.

1. fm.

2011-06-26T14:09:00.003+08:00

Have you heard of 1. Fm? Well, you should. Its good for you, and your soul. So if you have nothing to do, and feel like tuning to Hitz, go to 1.Fm, instead. Im not kidding. I made Eugene and Gabe fall in love with this channel. (x

If you dont know what channel, ask me. I'll share with you.

Btw, stream it through iTunes or your iPhone.

Google brings you to another radiostation.

Its suppose to be a Christian radiostation. (:

SPCA.

2011-06-26T12:41:00.002+08:00

SPCA with the Outreach members. :)

It was so much fun. I dont want to believe that all these awesome seniors are leaving in 6months. Ive been getting too close to these people. I need to be strong and leave them.

I miss that Jack Russel and Golden Retriver.

Speaking of which, daddy and mommy got a new dog for us. Its an American Bulldog. I dont even know why they'd pick that, over another golden retriver. Since Ive been naming all the dogs we had, it was daddy's turn to pick. Leo. Hello, LEO! haha. So weird.

Sometimes it will last, forever.

2011-06-25T22:05:00.003+08:00

I have the awesomest friends, ever. I feel so blessed suddenly. I was born and raised, blessed. I hate to admit it, but it's true. Thank you, Jesus.

Love you, bumblebees, like honey.

I have a thing for rainbow monkeys.

I need to blog about pre-NS, SPCA, William's wedding and Raymond's prom, soon.

It will become.

2011-06-25T19:25:00.003+08:00

Even though we're going separate ways, we'll eventually meet again. I know, we will.

Justin Bieber says : Never say never.

These scandals should totally stop happening in my life.

Prom.

2011-06-24T22:17:00.003+08:00

Im so proud of my duckiequack, got asked for prom from 2 different guys. :')

Im sure there will be alot alot alotta boys asking you out for social night, or Junior prom later this year. :)

Ashwin : Prom dates are seriously overrated.

I cannot stop laughing when I remember this.

ChinChen : Would you like to go for prom with me?

Uh, nope, not really.

ChinChen : Its okay, I'll cheer myself up and look for another one.

THIS WAS SO CUTE. I like his tone. :)

Ian was cuter. He thought Jr. Prom was gonna be in school, eating canteen food and the assembly ground shall be our dancefloor.

Talking about Socialnight, Prom and Jr. Prom ish fun. :)

When I finally open eyes.

2011-06-24T22:08:00.003+08:00

I miss lower sec. I wanna sit for PMR and study like crazy again.

No, not really.

So this week, I have come to realise that;

When I finally see your true colors and how much I shouldve made things work, its already too late.

Im always too late for something, or rush in certain things. My timing sucks.

Them girls.

2011-06-23T20:24:00.002+08:00

I dont know why Im in this picture, but since its from my phone, why not. Poor picture quality, due to iphone phones. As if you people havent realised. Vibering Ian and whatsappin' Isaac. My time is getting so out of hand.